Friday, March 25, 2011

Fuck.

So, the ED clinic doesn't take my current insurance, and I have to switch to another version of it, which involves them mailing me a form (7-10 business days), me sending it back, and then they have to approve the change. So, I'm not going to get any help for probably 3 weeks or so, and in 3 weeks or so, am I even going to WANT help? Or is that little voice inside my head that says "Dude, you need help!" going to be completely shut up???

The director of the program said "It sounds like you have a serious eating disorder"--bullshit. I do not. I have a very, very mild ED.

That said, I'm going to try to get back down to 600 cal/day. I've been eating too much, and I do not like the b/p cycle.

I'm going to eat as little as possible in these 3 weeks--see how much weight I can lose...

2 comments:

  1. I hope the clinic gets back to you as soon as possible. It's not fair to make you wait like that.

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  2. Yeah. Well, unfortunately it's not the clinic making me wait--it's the insurance companies. I appreciate your sympathy. I do hope this whole process takes a shorter amount of time than I'm feeling like it's going to, though...

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