Friday, March 11, 2011
I'm back
Sorry I was away for so long--things in my head got out of control, and I was inpatient in a psych ward for the past week and a half. They just let me out yesterday. But you wanna know the funny thing? They didn't give a shit about my E.D. I swear, the only things I ate for the past week and a half were the things my family brought me, pretty much. I lost almost 10 lbs, and I'm SO afraid that I'm going to gain it back. Now I'm in an outpatient program, and they made me sign a document saying that I'd refrain from self-injurous behaviour, such as cutting, RESTRICTING FOOD, AND B/Ping. I am SO OUT OF MY DEPTH. HOW CAN I STOP THIS?? I FINALLY lost weight, I've been DYING to lose weight for over a year now, and I'm FINALLY on track, and they're going to try and make me stop? I don't think so. This is not over....
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binge,
hospital,
restricting
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