I have no will power outside of the hospital, where food only came three times a day, and then was gone. I can't CONTROL myself! Not to mention this program and it's damn safety contract. I'm going NUTS. I'm going to gain all the weight I lost right back, when what I NEED to be doing is losing more weight.
In a moment of weakness, I ate two sandwiches, and puked them both right back up last night. I ate TOO MUCH yesterday. I wish I could just bloody well CONTROL myself! HELP!
No comments:
Post a Comment