So, I don't have a job that pays enough right now, and it's causing me considerable distress in many areas of my life. It's latest manifestation? I'm running out of supplies for avoiding food, and I can't replace them!!! No more diet cokes, running low on low-cal gatorade (which my doctor insisted upon to keep my electrolytes up with the lithium), and I'm almost out of cigarettes (which are *wildly* expensive in this state! I *am* quitting--I hope--but my free supply of the patch hasn't come yet. Homie needs her nicotine!!!)
This all adds up to "no bueno!" I don't know what I'm going to dooooooooo... *sigh*
Also, am I a complete weirdo? I basically don't eat all day, and have most of my calories at night time (I don't like going to bed with gnawing hunger in my belly. Also? It's really hard to avoid evening food around family, so it's best to save up the calories for it) Does anyone else do this??
I'm on my "lunch" break at work right now. I SO wish that I had a diet coke...and another cigarette or two. *sigh*
yeah im SO busy all day that I usually dont notice not eating all day, but when i get home at night i realize im starving and start having cravings for food, but the nighttime is the worst time to eat so its really hard but I have to force myself to not eat til the next morning usually. :/
ReplyDeleteWith me, it's that if I eat during the day, I just turn into this voracious EATING MONSTER, and CANNOT STOP, so I think it's just better to keep it the way that it is. I do have problems with being starving at night, though...
ReplyDeleteah yes..i have the same problem. i don't eat during the day but when I have some time I realize that I haven't eaten anything. I usually feel so satisfied because of it but I ruin my 'perfect' day with binging horribly at night -.-
ReplyDeleteI also love smoking btw, but it's really expensive :S