So I have an "eating disorder"

So what. You know what sucks? Having all the symptoms of an ED without being skinny. Sucks balls.

I hate this. All this sorting through everything. The newest theory? That I have either OCD or OCD-like inclinations.

I'm just tired. I want everything to go away.

This whole ordeal--it's like someone poked me in a tender spot. I'm reacting in a major way. I've never been this awful about treatment for other things before, you know? I'm scaring myself...