Friday, October 15, 2010

::sigh::

I gave in BIG time. I had a full meal last night, and then some, and another one this morning. I take it for granted that I'm going to be able to last the day on as little food as possible, and then I have to give in.

I feel fat. I've been overweight my whole life, and this is not making it any better. I need to be thin and beautiful. I need to be hungry in order to feel alive. I need to start drinking more tea and diet coke--I swear there's a magic ingredient in diet coke that lets you get away with not eating if you drink it when you're hungry--and start eating less.

I'm visiting family this weekend. I hope I can be strong around them.

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