Being home is hard

Today started out so well, but then drizzled into oblivion as the day progressed.

I got donuts for my fam, intending to eat one (and only one) as my meal until the dinner I know I'd be forced to eat rolled around, so I ate it...but there is SO MUCH FOOD available here, it was a sick gorgefest. I ate bacon (BACON!!) and lunch meat, and who even knows what all else and I felt like I couldn't stop myself. Not to mention that my mother's cooking, so the whole house smells like delicious--how is one supposed to prevail under such conditions, I ask you?? And THEN, my brother took me out to lunch, where I tried to be VERY good (miso soup and seaweed salad), but now I just feel bloated and ill. Too. Much. Food. (Though my calorie tracker says that I've only eaten about 700 calories, so maybe I'm still OK...)

And I KNOW there's going to be a family dinner, which I'll have to eat. ::sigh::

I'm never going to win.

To forestall any further slips, though, I stocked up on diet cokes, yes indeedy! So maybe that will help au futur.

(Good luck to me! HELP!)