I have been at this for three weeks now, and only lost about 6 lbs. I think it's because I can't make myself NOT eat, and once I start eating, it's like...700 calories in a sitting before I can get myself to stop. (Pathetic!)
I want RESULTS. I want to be THINNER. I want BONES to start showing. I want to be what I've always wanted to be: thin.
When's that going to happen?
I AM getting better at this, though. This week, I managed to keep consumption to under 1000 calories (and sometimes MUCH less than that!) every day (until today, which is a weekend, which I've given up on. There is no hope when boredom and family time combine...) And I've been "hungry" less. And I'm learning to get by with less food.
You people have to understand that before, I could eat 3000 calories in a sitting and move on with life. Now that I've stopped that, it's like shock and awe every time I finish counting up the calories and realize something like "Woah! That was only 671 calories today! Pat on the back!"
I don't think I'll ever be thin. I think my body type rejects that completely.
For example, before I started this, I was 160 lbs at 5'5"--you'd think that I'd be OBESE, but I was merely large. That's my body type talking. It's just not fair.
And on that note, some stats:
Height: 5'5"
CW: 154-159 depending on the day/time
HW: 185
LW: 154
GW: 130 or less
WHEN WILL I BE THIN?
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