It's awfully hard to avoid food when you're home with your family. But I'm learning. Hopefully. It makes me feel guilty, and awful, and not like a good person to have consumed as much food as I have today. I need a break from food. Right now.
I've always hated that food and family were so intertwined. You can't have one without the other--there's no escaping it in my family. When we gather, we eat. And we eat a LOT. It's embarrassing, in a way (when you think about it.) I need to learn to break away from that. Be a free person. Make better excuses...
Jiggling thighs. Jiggling bellies. Losing control. Lack of purity. These are all things I do not want. These are all things associated with Eating.
Anyway, I'm done rambling for now. Wish me luck.
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