Saturday, October 23, 2010

Family and Food

It's awfully hard to avoid food when you're home with your family.  But I'm learning. Hopefully.  It makes me feel guilty, and awful, and not like a good person to have consumed as much food as I have today.  I need a break from food. Right now.
I've always hated that food and family were so intertwined.  You can't have one without the other--there's no escaping it in my family.  When we gather, we eat.  And we eat a LOT. It's embarrassing, in a way (when you think about it.) I need to learn to break away from that. Be a free person. Make better excuses...
Jiggling thighs. Jiggling bellies. Losing control. Lack of purity.  These are all things I do not want. These are all things associated with Eating.
Anyway, I'm done rambling for now. Wish me luck.

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