Monday, April 4, 2011

sorry

Sorry I've been mia--I don't like to post when I'm being bad. My friend came over this weekend, and I couldn't get out of eating, and one I start...well...you know how it is. But today's a new week, and I have a good feeling about today (even without my diet coke :( )

So, people have been telling me that this is not the way to lose weight, that I'm doing bad things to my metabolism...but then...how do the anorexics do it, eh? I want to be thin. If I were thin, I'd be happier with myself. No longer fat. I could live down all the teasing. Etc. I'm not really sure why I'm doing this. I think a large part of it is that I like the challenge. (Another part of it is that I ate two "meals" yesterday? I feel sooooooOoo FAT today, wah! Gotta get back to good ole starvation--at least that's reliable!)

More later (probably when I'm supposed to be doing homework, haha)

2 comments:

  1. I have a good feeling about today too... I hope you're turns out to be true. Have fun starving=] (how sick is that?) And have a lovely day.

    ~Cora

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  2. Why thank you! I think I will! And you have a lovely day, as well! (Now I'ma get back to my reading...)

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