In a moment of delirious "stick it to you, eating problems!" I went to...McDonald's and ordered the grossest thing I could and ATE it, and now I feel sick and I can't purge because I'm in public an hour away from home and I've RUINED my calorie intake for the day and I'm a pathetic failure fat whore of a girl.
GAH!! What is WRONG with me?????
We all have those set backs... grr- i had a fatass pizza night a few days ago... We go through the anger and hatred stage, but just take this feeling, and keep this feeling close, and use it as motivation for the emptiness we long for..
ReplyDeleteYoure so strong, you'll get what you want. Unfortunately this is a process, a long one... and we all have good and bad days.