Sunday, January 9, 2011

Confession:

I am feeling super self-destructive tonight. I purged again, for the first time in a while. And I want to keep going, but I'm pretty sure I got as far as I possibly could.  But man, oh man, do I want to do more and more and more.

I ate waaaaaaaay too much today--anything in site, twice over.  I think the reason why is because I resolved to start that diet Monday, so I went into hoarding mode.  I regret this decision.

I want to cut.  I want to purge. I want to take out my feelings on my body.

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