Wednesday, December 15, 2010

I hate food.

I do.  I can't avoid it, though.  I've been SO SHAKY lately, I don't know what to do about it. It's only a problem because I'm in a choir, and we've had a series of concerts, and as soon as we get up there to sing, my *entire body* starts shaking.  I think it's from low blood sugar, but I can't bring myself to do the "right" thing and eat a normal meal to take care of it.

Also, because I've been avoiding normal meals, I wind up eating CRAP when I do eat. All sorts of crap. Bad for you shit. I feel like a 10million pound toad in a stuffed-sausage suit. I wish this would just PAY OFF and make me skinny. But that'll never happen as long as I'm eating such crap, even if it is pretty low calorie when you consider the day's "suggested" intake.

I wish vegetables were as easy to obtain as crap food is...

2 comments:

  1. aah yes, the shakes. i HATE the shakes.
    and i do the same. I only crave foods that are laden with fat and calories o.O

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  2. I don't know what to DO about the shakes, haha. It's actually starting to make me nervous!

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